I can’t help myself to contemplate life and everything happening around me. I don’t know what do I expect or what to hope for, there’s so much going on, there’s so much diversity and there are so many stereotypes and social expectations and it hurts me. It is as if we as humans were hollow and the depth of what truly matters was erased from ourselves. I live in a constant state of nostalgia, romanticizing my past even though I know it’s been harder emotionally. The more I grow the more I expand my feelings therefore I enjoy more but I also feel pain more intensely. Life overwhelms me. I wonder if I’ll ever be capable of flowing through it.