What should I do? Stick to the mess of the culture or dare to keep myself and take the risk of staying alone for all my time left? I don't understand, I highly doubt I ever will... What is this all with human kind? Why do I feel so far apart? All my pursue is [...]
Dec 20th. I've been having trouble sleeping lately. I guess it's the switch of medication, perhaps I got used on being more active for the past couple of months. The truth is I won't write about all the feels I've been getting 'cause I don't feel like explaining, it's long and I'd have to stay [...]
The only place and time I'll express it. I'll shut myself down, I'll be gone and hopefully I'll reset this being. Bye, see you soon// undefined date.
I am now supposed to write only happy thoughts and to express myself with positivism. I don't know if this will count but I'll surely try... I've been and I am still confused, I'm physically tired and emotionally drained. I don't know wether I'm slow or I contain too many thoughts. Have you ever felt [...]
I haven't been able to quit drinking 'cause life seems extremely boring and disappointing without it sadly, I know how empty having this said makes me sound, I'm not even sorry or ashamed of expressing it. I like not drinking, I cannot write and make sense whenever I drink. I simply can't write. It is [...]
I can’t help myself to contemplate life and everything happening around me. I don’t know what do I expect or what to hope for, there’s so much going on, there’s so much diversity and there are so many stereotypes and social expectations and it hurts me. It is as if we as humans were hollow [...]